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Saturday, May 13, 2006
I'm sorry for making you cry, so many times. I can't help but to feel guilty, not because i made you cry but it is because you would forgive me time and again for inflicting pain on you. I'll say the things you hate to hear, i do and behave in ways that you don't like. Like someone who once mentioned to me, i treated you so hostile at times, even worse than how i treat a total stranger. That startled me for a moment, and made me remorse over it. But just what i learn from that? REVERT back to the same again. Fuck it.
Sometimes, i just don't know why i'd act the way i did.. It is just unexplainable. I'm just ridiculous and maybe i'm asking too much from you. You are perfect in everyway and just what more can i ask for? You waited for me even when i cheated on you. To think that i still have the cheek to be with you after doing such things. I stooped so fucking low. What can i do? What can i possibly do? I regretted hurting you and I want to be with you to make you happy, see you happy, but it is bullshit, I'm in fact inflicting more pain on you. Someone teach me how to give people happiness? Please? |
